Karena...

Mengapa selama ini aku mengira seolah Tuhan mengabaikan permintaanku bila dibandingkan dengan apa yang aku lihat melalui apa-apa yang mereka bisa dapatkan.... sementara menurut ku, apa yang aku inginkan adalah hal sepele yang mungkin .. not worthed for others .. hanya sesuatu yang... sepele..

Ternyata jawabannya adalah, i'm not that eager to ask GOD.. effortless.. 
aku menginginkan sesuatu tapi aku sedikit berusaha..
aku tidak gigih merayu Tuhan melalui doa-doaku, melalui ibadahku
aku terlalu naif, terlalu percaya diri dan menyepelekan yang lain
Saat aku lihat mereka, how they pray..
Well, sudah sewajarnya mereka mendapatkan what they deserve..

Sooooo.....
what you get is what you deserved
Don't expect anything more if you can't do more
everything has price
you will get for what you have paid

Nature Law ..

Not an Easy Year ahead

This early year is full of surprises, there's so many characters of person i know that i don't know
Once i thought this year would be .. not good, because i've seen it all eventually
Everyone's rushing for a trophy, catching opportunities, leaving the fuzziness behind And me .. me still living in an absurd dream

Then i find myself lost in this crowd, a loner walking on the other path that none will choose
I don't know whom a friend to trust to
I'm not a good judge of any kind of situation
That's why, i feel like being not useful enough to be

Finally, i must admit that, no matter how i try, .. i never be enough for others
I'm in a different destination
So, i have to be on my own
Walking straight home, to where i belong

I'm just nobody .. and it's better be that way than getting involved with others