Little Chat with Bestfriend...

A  : ckckckckckc.....!!!!
M  : kenafa, why, how, what ?????
A  : Gak kenafa-nafa..
M  : kenapa beiib ?????
A  : ngeliat dp loe aja....
M  : hahahahaha..... aaaarrrggghhh, gue jatuh cinta ama cowok cantik ini, amat sangat tertarik sekali...
A  : hehehehehe....
M  : kok gitu doang tanggapannya ? gak asik ah..
A  : ya ya ya.. mantap deh, gue pingin ketawa dulu, dan komentar deh...
M  : :(
A  : iihhh manyun dianya, hihi, sayangku, love what you do and do what you love :)
M  : hmm... guilty pleasure...
A  : have u heard about your ex ? he's getting weird now, saying some stupid words on  social network..
M  : no need at the time...
A  : why don't you just take a little look, just to memorize a bit...
M  : not in the mood honey, better see cowok cantik ini...
A  : it's just an intermezzo dear, to remind you of our youth juvenile :)
M  : yeah, i miss that too...
A  : ternyata gak berasa banget waktu yah, belasan tahun juga udah lewat..
M  : yap, kangen gue...
A  : jangan sering-sering liat brondong, ntar lo jadi terobsesi.. hahaha..
M  : gpp.. buat tambah semangat kerja, biar awet muda...
A  : yaaaa.... kena sindrom kayaknya nih..
M  : hahaha.. you'll feel it someday honey, when the time has come.. actually it's not about having a crush to a brondong.. it's more about getting away..
A  : is it about another man ?
M  : no, if you're saying about age, he ain't no child.. i mean, it's not about other man either, complicated to say, about how you feel inside..
A  : ya yaaa, it might be about runaway for a while, escape from ordinary..
M  : yap, you'll get the boiling point at one time, and that's how we overcome it, the safest way, without getting involve too deep..
A  : hehehehe i got your words..
M  : sounds desperate ? perhaps i am.. hahahaha
A  : not really, i do believe if every marriage woman and man will face it someday.. no matter how wonderful their marriage life..
M  : of course, definitely, but others won't show it directly, like i do, like she does.. it needs a huge guts..
A  : being an awkward hehehe..
M  : yup, taking every little thing on your hands... by the way, thank you, for the sweet little talks honey, you cheer me up on this moody afternoon..
A  : that's what friend are for beib..
M  : yup, wherever a friend is, it's home..


Well, as it's been said before, it ain't about the other man dear, just exactly what you thought, running away from reality.. In the future, you'll figure it out at one level, the wedding life could be suck, no matter how perfect the marriage is, no matter how harmonize your attitude is..
Then, you'll find out there's only your best friends and your juvenile secret.. that you have..

Finally.. i could open this blog, after 3 years forgetting the password :)

Banyak cerita yang sudah terlalui.. up and down, sahabat datang dan pergi membawa kenangan yang indah, pelajaran hidup yang tidak dapat terganti dengan apapun..

Masih ada sedikit galau dalam hati, tak bisa terlepas begitu saja. Harus mencari tempat berbagi, agar isi hati ini tak meluap jauh.

Persahabatan dan cinta, nyata dan semu, biar kubawa saja.. Kenyataan terlalu naif untuk dilawan, sedangkan diri ini tak mau hanya mengikuti arus yang mengalir.
Semoga saja ada jalan keluar...

March, 5th 2014