Not an Easy Year ahead

This early year is full of surprises, there's so many characters of person i know that i don't know
Once i thought this year would be .. not good, because i've seen it all eventually
Everyone's rushing for a trophy, catching opportunities, leaving the fuzziness behind And me .. me still living in an absurd dream

Then i find myself lost in this crowd, a loner walking on the other path that none will choose
I don't know whom a friend to trust to
I'm not a good judge of any kind of situation
That's why, i feel like being not useful enough to be

Finally, i must admit that, no matter how i try, .. i never be enough for others
I'm in a different destination
So, i have to be on my own
Walking straight home, to where i belong

I'm just nobody .. and it's better be that way than getting involved with others