tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-85213672012-02-16T21:59:06.551+07:00Sebuah sangkar besi, tidak bisa mengubah seekor rajawali menjadi seekor nuri. Rajawali adalah pacar langit. Dan di dalam sangkar besi, rajawali merasa pasti bahwa langit akan selalu menanti.. - Rendra - HerLinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10261807998138121711noreply@blogger.comBlogger311100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8521367.post-69302940035913714862011-05-25T23:51:00.002+07:002011-05-26T00:05:58.428+07:00<span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Dear Friend...<br /><br />i know when you said that you need a deep warm hug from someone who loves you..<br />and when you said that you miss the romance in the air...<br />a gentle touch when you were kissed..<br />a shoulder when you need to lean on from daily rush..<br /><br />My Friend...<br /><br />trust me, i know when you feel lonely in the crowd..<br />when your heart is empty of love..<br />you have him around but it's like a stranger in the middle of nowhere..<br /><br />sometimes what we got ain't our dream..<br />and there's no way but deal with it...<br />yeah my friend.. the world's such a bullshit reality..<br /><br />25th of May..<br />miss the words.. "every time i see you, i just wanna hold you tight and never let go"..<br />it's just a simple words, but still my heart's shaking everytime i remember it...<br /><br /></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8521367-6930294003591371486?l=khaelien.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>HerLinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10261807998138121711noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8521367.post-66872158615602441082011-05-21T00:24:00.004+07:002011-05-21T00:42:38.257+07:00<span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:100%;">It's a late cold dry night... suddenly miss something that i've never felt in these few years..<br />Gosh.. i couldn't stand it no more..<br />Re-open the old diary turning me into a dumb situation.. instead of being grateful of things i have, i drowned into silly memories..<br /><br />Kebosanan adalah musuh utama dalam kehidupan.. bagaimana kita menyikapinya adalah yang terpenting.. dan tenggelam bersamanya adalah yang terbodoh..<br /><br />Dear friends.. tak bisa kuungkapkan semua keinginan ini.. aku rindu masa-masa itu.. saat kita terbutakan oleh cinta, terkuatkan oleh persahabatan..<br /><br />This world has me upside down baby... and i'm clueless </span><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8521367-6687215861560244108?l=khaelien.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>HerLinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10261807998138121711noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8521367.post-30682142230364204302009-12-07T08:40:00.002+07:002009-12-07T08:47:02.335+07:00<span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Banyak pengaruh di otak gue akhir-akhir ini... facebook emang sialan !! hehe<br />kenapa ya, pertanyaan itu tidak pernah terjawab. Semakin hari, gue merasa bahwa rasa itu emang nggak ada..<br />apakah selama ini memang terpaksa ? kalau memang ada, kok nggak secuil pun gue merasa diperlakukan seperti itu..<br />dicintai dan mencintai, simple, enteng, tapi nyere hate :(<br /><br />ya wis lah..<br />what if, someday, there is someone, who's gonna say "i love you" to me, deeply, sincerely, honestly..<br />how it's gonna be ??<br />phewww... <br /></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8521367-3068214223036420430?l=khaelien.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>HerLinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10261807998138121711noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8521367.post-44306704106385098422009-06-10T16:34:00.005+07:002009-06-29T12:20:14.388+07:00<span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Ada yang berubah pada dirimu, seperti aku tak tu siapa kamu.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Sikapmu, tatapanmu, bahkan dari cara kau menyentuhku, sama sekali berbeda.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Kadang ku berfikir, apakah aku benar-benar mengertimu...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Apakah waktu tak pernah mengajariku tuk menguakmu...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Ataukah memang hati ini terlalu dangkal kepadamu..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Banyak pertanyaan kubiarkan tak terjawab, karena ku takut akan kebenaran yang tak kuinginkan..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Sayangku,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Maaf karena aku terlalu egois</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Terlalu mengekang, terlalu posesif..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">tapi mengapa akhir-akhir ini perasaanku hampa terhadapmu..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Hal kecil pun membuatku sangat sensitif..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Aku hanya tak ingin kehilanganmu..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Seperti apa sebenarnya yang kau inginkan dariku ?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Aku selalu merasa tak cukup untukmu..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Sayangku,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Maaf sekali lagi, tapi kau berubah..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Adakah yang lain di hatimu saat ini ?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Apakah dia lebih mau mendengar dibandingkan aku ?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Apakah dia lebih sabar ?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Apakah dia lebih pintar ?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Apakah dia lebih membutuhkanmu ?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Apakah dia... yang telah membuat kau (seperti) berubah ??</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Sayangku..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Maaf, aku berprasangka buruk</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Tapi semua ini menghantuiku</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Merusak mimpi indahku</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Dan mungkin.. semua ini</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Membuat kau merasa lebih nyaman dibandingkan bersamaku..</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">May, 17th 2009</span><br /><br /></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8521367-4430670410638509842?l=khaelien.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>HerLinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10261807998138121711noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8521367.post-60930524881338847022009-02-23T12:30:00.006+07:002009-06-29T12:21:41.817+07:00<span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 51);font-size:85%;" ><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:100%;" >Ada </span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:100%;" >tupique</span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:100%;" >.. orang yang pertama kali ngajarin gue blogging, dari satu kata sampai sekarang udah hampir 27 postingan di sini. </span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:100%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:100%;" >Selain itu ada juga </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:100%;" >someone named</span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:100%;" > </span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:100%;" >Dewa Arsana</span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:100%;" > kalo gak salah (kalo salah maaf ya Mas Dewa...) yang mengajarkan gue bahasa puisi, bahasa lirik... sehingga bisa jadi satu tulisan yang enak dibaca... </span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:100%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:100%;" >*Dimana sekarang mas Dewa ? Kalau saya coba click blog mas Dewa, gak pernah keluar apa-apa....</span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:100%;" ><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:100%;" >Dua orang itu adalah sahabat blogging gue, and i miss them so much.. </span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:100%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:100%;" >Kabari gue ya.. bila suatu saat kalian baca postingan ini...</span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-size:100%;" ><br /></span><br /><br /></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8521367-6093052488133884702?l=khaelien.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>HerLinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10261807998138121711noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8521367.post-17623710866722276742009-02-09T09:43:00.004+07:002009-06-29T12:23:01.096+07:00<span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;" >Morning Sick itu biasa.. tapi kalo setiap hari kena morning sick itu luar biasa, kadang gue gak ngerti sama orang-orang yang masih bawa persoalan mereka ke kantor, apalagi sampai nge-dampak sama orang di sekitarnya.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;" >Siapa yang gak bete coba, kalo pas dateng udah pasang muka cembetut dan pasang sikap males.. terkadang plus nangis.. walah... apa itu gak bikin temen disekitarnya jadi ikutan bad mood...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;" >Tapi, kembali ke keadaan dimana kita berada di lingkungan multi-people, so.. *harus saling menghormati mode on, walaupun dalam hati udah pingin marah-marah...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8521367-1762371086672227674?l=khaelien.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>HerLinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10261807998138121711noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8521367.post-24299477257276833172007-07-21T11:06:00.001+07:002009-02-23T13:43:36.109+07:00<div style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;" >Selasa, 24 April 2007</span></div><br /><div style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;" ></span></div><br /><div style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;" >13.30 WIB, kehamilanku masuk minggu ke 39... udah mulai mules-mules lembut (*hehehe.. istilahnya apa ya), menanti waktu kelahiran yang sepertinya terlalu lama sekali.. 17.00 WIB, mulai masuk ruang persalinan sambil deg-degan dan merasakan nikmatnya rasa pra-persalinan.. 19.30 WIB dengan ditemani mamas, berjuang untuk satu keinginan bertemu si buah hatiku....</span></div><br /><div style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;" >20.05 WIB setengah tidak percaya, kubelai si kecil yang masih berlumuran darah, sambil berucap alhamdulillah karena si kecil lahir dengan selamat dan sempurna..</span></div><br /><div style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;" >20.10 WIB kudengar tangis pertamanya, tak terasa cairan hangat pun keluar dari mataku... (* selamat datang sayang, terima kasih telah hadir di kehidupan kami... Ini ibu sayang..)</span></div><br /><div style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;" ></span></div><br /><div style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;" ><strong>Selasa 24 April 2007, 20.05 WIB, Affan Abyan Tristiandi </strong></span></div><div style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><strong><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;" ></span></strong> </div><div style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><strong><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;" ><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5089500607330763810" style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; width: 143px; height: 135px; text-align: center;" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_vhsKfG4-fhE/RqGJ1kgVxCI/AAAAAAAAAAo/NmDsBPYpnms/s320/Abyan+my+son.JPG" width="208" border="0" height="247" /></span></strong></div><div style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><strong><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;" ></span></strong> </div><div style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;" >Salam Sayang dari Ayah dan Ibu yaa..</span></div><div style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;" >Love you selalu.. </span></div><div style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><strong><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;" ></span></strong> </div><div style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><strong><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;" ></span></strong> </div><div style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><strong><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;" ></span></strong> </div><div style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><strong><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;" ></span></strong> </div><div style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><strong><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;" ></span></strong> </div><div style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><strong><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;" ></span></strong> </div><br /><div style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><strong><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;" ></span></strong></div><br /><div style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"></div><br /><div><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;" ></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8521367-2429947725727683317?l=khaelien.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>HerLinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10261807998138121711noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8521367.post-9981613285538570162007-07-18T14:49:00.002+07:002009-02-23T13:44:01.662+07:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_vhsKfG4-fhE/Rp3JIJo3ZRI/AAAAAAAAAAY/CNP1r7tCurM/s1600-h/foto+keluarga.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5088444295861986578" style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center;" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_vhsKfG4-fhE/Rp3JIJo3ZRI/AAAAAAAAAAY/CNP1r7tCurM/s320/foto+keluarga.JPG" border="0" /></a> <span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;" >I<span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">bu, Affan dan Ayah</span></span><br /><div style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;" ></span></div><div style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;" ></span></div><div style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;" >Akhirnyaaaaaa....<br />Gue punya foto keluarga. Satu hal yang sangat gue angankan bertahun-tahun lalu.. Angan akan.."seperti apa ya suamiku...., seperti apa ya anakku...." </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;" >Inilah yang aku sebut "Anugerah Terindah". </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;" >I get the nice guy, and a wonderful baby, the best gift that's not everyone could have<br />Well... mereka adalah perwujudan dari do'aku selama ini<br />Thank You Tuhan, for all Your Bless<br /></span></div><div style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;" ></span></div><br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8521367-998161328553857016?l=khaelien.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>HerLinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10261807998138121711noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8521367.post-1163585663550712482006-11-15T16:33:00.001+07:002009-02-23T13:44:21.597+07:00<div style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Last update : 6 July 2005.. weleh</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:trebuchet ms;" ></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >More than a year.. ternyata banyak yang berubah dalam waktu 1 tahun.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >setelah membaca posting terakhir, jadi kepingin tertawa sendiri..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >membayangkan betapa "desperate"-nya diriku saat itu :-)</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:trebuchet ms;" ></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Tapi awal November 2005, Allah menjawab semua doaku</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Ia memberikan kebahagiaan itu lewat seorang laki-laki with nickname "<em>mamas</em>"</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:Trebuchet MS;" >Laki-laki dambaan hati, hehehee... (*secara dia adalah laki-laki yang aku kagumi beberapa tahun ini)..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:Trebuchet MS;" ></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:Trebuchet MS;" >Subhanallah.. 3 bulan kemudian, mamas resmi menjadi pendamping hidupku...</span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;" >The memory of 15th January 2006, the eternal promise of "two become one" , to share the crazy world together</span></div><div style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;" >to become an Imam and his Makmums...</span></div><div style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:Trebuchet MS;" ></span> </div><div style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:Trebuchet MS;" ></span> </div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5089489766833308690" style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; width: 249px; height: 179px; text-align: center; color: rgb(204, 204, 204);" alt="" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_vhsKfG4-fhE/RqF_-kgVxBI/AAAAAAAAAAg/Z57QVDS6lXk/s320/the+mariage.jpg" width="245" border="0" height="171" /><br /><div style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"></div><div><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);font-size:85%;" ><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:Trebuchet MS;" >dan saat ini... 7 bulan kemudian, mamas akan menjadi ayah untuk calon dedek kami.. (* kebetulan dok. pregnancy-nya tidak ada...)</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:Trebuchet MS;" ></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:Trebuchet MS;" >Robbi... betapa mukzizat ini sangat aku syukuri</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:Trebuchet MS;" ></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:Trebuchet MS;" >Semoga.. keluarga kecil kami, akan terwujud sesuai do'a - do'a semua orang yang menyayangi kami...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:Trebuchet MS;" >Demi Allah, Yang Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang....</span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);font-family:Trebuchet MS;" ></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);font-family:Trebuchet MS;" ></span><br /></div><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:Trebuchet MS;" ></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8521367-116358566355071248?l=khaelien.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>HerLinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10261807998138121711noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8521367.post-1120649156404457532005-07-06T18:09:00.000+07:002005-07-06T18:25:56.410+07:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Setelah pertemuan minggu kemarin, semakin menohok fikiranku akan ketidak berdayaan..</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">well, teman-temanku telah menemukan jalan hidupnya masing-masing, sedang aku.... tetap menunggu dan mengharap..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Bodohnya aku membiarkan cahaya lilin itu redup dan mungkin kini telah mati..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">Sombong sekali aku, congkak dan bodoh !!!</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">apa yang telah aku fikirkan ??? mengapa aku bodoh tak berfikir dua kali ???</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">yah.. masihkah tersisa sedikit saja pelita di hatinya untukku..?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">tunggu saja... me.. a stupid little girl..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">jangan buang kesempatan itu HerLin..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">cairkan beku hati, sedikit saja</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">sampai matamu bisa melihat realita hidup</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">hadapi segalanya bukan dengan air mata</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">tapi dengan logika... ingat itu...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8521367-112064915640445753?l=khaelien.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>HerLinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10261807998138121711noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8521367.post-1120218474140092652005-07-01T18:37:00.000+07:002005-07-01T18:47:54.150+07:00<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/2165/582/1600/herlin.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 166px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 207px" height="265" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/2165/582/320/herlin.jpg" width="234" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">A hundred days have made me older, </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">since the last time that I saw your pretty face</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">A thousand lies have made me colder </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">and I don't think I can look at this the same</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">But all the miles that separate</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">They disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">I'm here without you baby, but you're still on my lonely mind</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">I think about you baby, and I dream about you all the time</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">I'm here without you baby, but you're still with me in my dreams</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">And tonight, there's only you and me</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">The miles just keep rolling, </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">as the people leave their way to say hello</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">I've heard this life is overrated, </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">but I hope that it gets better as we go</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">I'm here without you baby, </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">but you're still on my lonely mind</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">I'm here without you baby, </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">but you're still with me in my dreams</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">And tonight my love, there's only you and me</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">Everything I know and anywhere I got gets hard </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">but it won't take away my love</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">And when the last one falls, </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">when it's all said and done</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">It gets hard but it won't take away my love</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">I'm here without you baby,</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">but you're still on my lonely mind</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">I think about you baby </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">and I dream about you all the time</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">I'm here without you baby, </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">but you're still with me in my dreams</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">And tonight my love, </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">there's only you and me</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8521367-112021847414009265?l=khaelien.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>HerLinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10261807998138121711noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8521367.post-1120049169156895702005-06-29T19:38:00.000+07:002005-06-29T19:46:09.163+07:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#336666;">By the night, the time will be over...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#336666;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#336666;">dan.. waktu akan berlalu.. semua akan berjalan seiring..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#336666;">satu demi satu pasti kulalui, dan gerbang solusi perlahan terbuka..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#336666;">bungy jumping, canoing, snorkling, sky gliding.. semua</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#336666;">mimpi akan terwujud, but ot all ?? it's okey</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#336666;">just don't be selfish to myself</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#336666;">just dance with the air, and life will be fun..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#336666;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#336666;">Amin..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8521367-112004916915689570?l=khaelien.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>HerLinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10261807998138121711noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8521367.post-1119512684428575692005-06-23T12:18:00.001+07:002009-02-23T13:45:13.432+07:00<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/2165/582/1600/baby_hungry.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px 10px 10px 0px; float: left; width: 102px; height: 94px;" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/2165/582/320/baby_hungry.jpg" width="231" border="0" height="273" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);font-family:trebuchet ms;" ><em>The relation between you and me is the most beautiful thing in my life. It is the most wonderful thing that I have known in any life. It is eternal - <strong>Khalil Gibran</strong></em></span><br /><strong style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><em><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);font-family:Trebuchet MS;" ></span></em></strong><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);font-family:Trebuchet MS;" ></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);font-family:Trebuchet MS;" ></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);font-family:Trebuchet MS;" >Saat ini, aku duduk ditengah-tengah kumpulan orang, yang notabene aku tahu tapi tak aku kenal. Aku merasa berada di tempat yang salah. Pikiranku melayang, aku sangat merindukan teman sehidup sematiku, aku ingin duduk di dekat teman jiwaku, tapi... saat aku membuka mata.. semua kembali pada kenyataan.. Dan akhirnya aku hanya diam dan mendengar hal-hal yang tidak penting.. sama sekali tidak penting..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);font-family:Trebuchet MS;" ></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);font-family:Trebuchet MS;" >My friend, No human relation gives one possession in another - every two souls are absolutely different... in friendship or in love, the two side by side raise hands together to find what one cannot reach alone...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);font-family:Trebuchet MS;" ></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);font-family:Trebuchet MS;" >Teman.. hanya kau dan aku yang tahu, dimana ketulusan itu ada. Teman, hanya kita yang bisa mengerti segala hal yang telah - sedang dan akan kita lalui... I miss you.. too much..</span><br /><p style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);font-family:Trebuchet MS;" >See, the image up above.... tulus banget, so pure, so sincere.. </span></p><p style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);font-family:Trebuchet MS;" ></span> </p><p style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);font-family:Trebuchet MS;" ></span> </p><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);font-family:Trebuchet MS;" ></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);font-family:Trebuchet MS;" ></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);font-family:Trebuchet MS;" ></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);font-family:Trebuchet MS;" ></span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);font-family:Trebuchet MS;" ></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8521367-111951268442857569?l=khaelien.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>HerLinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10261807998138121711noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8521367.post-1118833286986782012005-06-15T17:50:00.000+07:002005-06-24T10:55:08.750+07:00<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/2165/582/1600/Friendship.gif"><img style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/2165/582/200/Friendship.gif" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#996633;">Sahabatku..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#996633;">Tinggal dan duduklah disini denganku</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#996633;">sebentar saja, dengar ceritaku</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#996633;">tak usah kau berucap kata sepatah pun</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#996633;">aku hanya ingin kau mendengar..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#996633;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#996633;">Sahabatku..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#996633;">kuendap galau di temaram hati</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#996633;">terhimpit simalakama hidup</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#996633;">sendiri ditengah kegaduhan</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#996633;">dan akhirnya diam menanti kau datang</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#996633;">hanya untuk</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#996633;">duduk dan mendengar</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#996633;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#996633;">Sahabatku..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#996633;">aku hilang arah, persimpangan ini sangatlah sulit</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#996633;">kompas cahayaku telah redup</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#996633;">tapi..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#996633;">hei, bukankah aku telah sampaikan keinginanku padamu</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#996633;">dulu... dan aku yakin kau ingat</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#996633;">persinggahan itu, masih ada bukan ?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#996633;">bawalah aku ke sana, bersembunyi dari congkaknya dunia</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#996633;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#996633;">Sahabatku..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#996633;">tetaplah kau menjadi sesuatu yang mati</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#996633;">karena...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#996633;">apa yang bernyawa, tak akan mampu</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#996633;">untuk hanya</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#996633;">duduk dan mendengar...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#996633;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#996633;"><strong><em>May GOD bless you always</em></strong>..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#996633;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#996633;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8521367-111883328698678201?l=khaelien.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>HerLinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10261807998138121711noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8521367.post-1118630859585856172005-06-13T23:47:00.000+07:002005-06-13T09:47:39.593+07:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#663366;">Why do you always ask me for something i don't have ?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#663366;">Why do you always force me to do something i don't like ?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#663366;">Why do you always urge me to reach the things i couldn't get ?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#663366;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#663366;">Why ? ... why do i always be the trouble maker for you ?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#663366;">Don't you know that i really am tired ?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#663366;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#663366;">I just wanna hear you say these words....</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#663366;">Just the words...</span><br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#663366;">"It's enough Dear,... you can stop now, i've got enough.."</span> </em><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#663366;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#663366;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#663366;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#663366;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#663366;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8521367-111863085958585617?l=khaelien.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>HerLinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10261807998138121711noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8521367.post-1118316876690315722005-06-09T18:19:00.000+07:002005-06-13T09:53:26.916+07:00<span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#666666;">It's been the hardest days in my life</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#666666;">everytime i think about it, it all come out with my ups and downs</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#666666;">never expected anything's gonna be like this...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#666666;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#666666;">*sigh.... </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#666666;">i wanna believe i found a miracle, it seems not stepping by me</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#666666;">nothing's in the right place</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#666666;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#666666;">bryan said, there's gonna be a new day with a new plan</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#666666;">so just stand beside me and held this hand within</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#666666;">cause i know i won't be dare to walk through alone</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#666666;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#666666;">still wondering how the world works</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#666666;">still waiting for the one instead of the only</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#666666;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#666666;">hehehhe.. ternyata ada juga yang gak ngerti sama kata-kata yang gue tulis</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#666666;">it means... i'm not the only stupid creature here....</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#666666;">Salam kenal enday.... wish we could be a new friend</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#666666;">just be one of them... okey ?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#666666;">cause i've lost some of them lately....</span><br /></span><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#666666;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#666666;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#666666;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8521367-111831687669031572?l=khaelien.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>HerLinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10261807998138121711noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8521367.post-1118048746684268642005-06-07T06:05:00.000+07:002005-06-24T13:50:58.123+07:00<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/2165/582/1600/Gunung_Kerinci.gif"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/2165/582/200/Gunung_Kerinci.gif" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc6600;">5 Juni 2005,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc6600;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc6600;">Pagi ini kau memaksa untuk bertemu denganku walaupun waktu tak memungkinkan</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc6600;">Meski sudah satu minggu kau pulang, tapi kau benar-benar ingin datang di saat terakhir</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc6600;">Bunga liarku..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc6600;">Sebenarnya sudah habis rasa sayang dalam hati</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc6600;">Tak berharap untuk ada di sisi mu lagi</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc6600;">Ragu ini terus pupus, lekang bersama mimpi</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc6600;">Namun..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc6600;">Tiap kali kudengar hela nafasmu, bait katamu</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc6600;">Samar tercium aroma tubuh yang selalu ku rindu</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc6600;">Hingga akhirnya..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc6600;">Kau menghilang bersama kepulan asap putih</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc6600;">Entah kapan nanti aku bisa melihatmu</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc6600;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc6600;">Aku tak sayang lagi </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc6600;">Tapi rinduku tak kan pernah mati..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#663333;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#009900;">6 Juni 2005,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#009900;">Bunga Liarku...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#009900;">Ku do'akan... semoga asa akan membawa dirimu ke arah kebahagiaan</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#009900;">Terima kasih, karena telah sudi mampir di kehidupanku</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#009900;">Maafkan, karena aku tak mampu menemanimu sampai akhir..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#663333;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#6666cc;">7 Juni 2005,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#6666cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#6666cc;">Selamat Ulang Tahun, Bunga Liarku</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#6666cc;">Kuingat sekarang, aku tak pernah hadir tepat di hari ulang tahunmu ya...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#6666cc;">Lebih dari delapan tahun kita bersama</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#6666cc;">Namun tak pernah aku membuatmu bahagia</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#6666cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#6666cc;">Tapi, aku ingat, kau pernah bilang, kau selalu rindu padaku</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#6666cc;">Dan, kau selalu ingin memelukku tiap kali kita bersama</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#6666cc;">Dan, kau pernah bilang.... "Jangan tinggalkan aku.."</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#6666cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#6666cc;">Kita pernah ingin bersama</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#6666cc;">Kita pernah bersama</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#6666cc;">Namun kita tidak bisa selalu bersama</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#6666cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#6666cc;">My Wild Flower..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#6666cc;">Just be you, because that's the first thing that could make me fall for you</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#6666cc;">Good bye... no, till see you again... no no.. it's good bye, it is ...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#6666cc;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#663333;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#663333;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#663333;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#663333;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8521367-111804874668426864?l=khaelien.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>HerLinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10261807998138121711noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8521367.post-1117862543636106072005-06-04T12:14:00.000+07:002005-06-04T12:22:23.643+07:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">Arggghhhhhh !!!!!, .. gue benci dengar dia ngomong. Sok manis, sok inosen.... </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#009900;">seolah dia orang paling suci di dunia, seorang malaikat dengan hati yang bersih, dan selalu ada saat dibutuhkan.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#009900;">I hate it, but i couldn't stop it, the sounds will always there, making me sick..!!!</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#009900;">Gue tau apa yang udah dia lakukan, dengan semua tameng yang tak pernah memojokkan dia</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#009900;">semua alasan (entah benar atau tidak) membuat dia ada di pihak yang benar.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#009900;">gue benci dengar itu semua, all the bullshit words, reasons, things, yang bikin gue mual...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#009900;"><a href="mailto:A@*#NG">A@*#NG</a> !!!!!!......</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#009900;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8521367-111786254363610607?l=khaelien.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>HerLinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10261807998138121711noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8521367.post-1117450766935914712005-05-30T17:50:00.000+07:002005-05-30T18:33:17.700+07:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#660000;">It's all about how to adapt.. </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#660000;">berapa lama waktu kita butuhkan untuk beradaptasi di lingkungan baru ? satu minggu.. satu bulan.. atau lebih? biasanya gue cuma butuh satu minggu, entah karena gue emang "easy going" atau "kecentilan" hehehhe...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#660000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#660000;">hari ini, i feel awful, *sigh... gue belum bisa memisahkan antara masalah di dalam dan di luar kantor, selalu perasaan itu berbaur satu sama lain, seperti sekarang, entah karena "my outside feeling impacts" atau hanya mata gue lelah bergumul dengan komputer seharian....</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#660000;">Kieran Culkin said, "I'm going to stay young for a while". What can i get from the sentence? a confession that i do want to be a kid for some while or just the weakness that i can't avoid.</span><br /> <br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#660000;">One of my dreams is to be far away.. i hope i could make it someday.. i will....</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#660000;">"<strong><em>I'm not a saint, either a sinner</em></strong>.."</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#660000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#660000;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#660000;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8521367-111745076693591471?l=khaelien.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>HerLinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10261807998138121711noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8521367.post-1116562798272838842005-05-20T11:04:00.000+07:002005-05-20T11:19:58.286+07:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#660000;">Well, satu lagi temen gue berubah status, single to married, at 26, *sigh*</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#660000;">dan waktu terasa cepat sekali berlari ..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#660000;">Gue udah coba untuk mencari peruntungan dalam dunia cinta, tapi hehhehe kalau sampai cowok terakhir ini gagal juga, it's gonna be six times in a row i failed. Kata Komeng, jomblo itu ada dua versi, jomblo karena bosenan dan jomblo karena kutukan, hahhaha, entah gue masuk kategori yang mana..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#660000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#660000;">Hidup gue dipenuhi oleh hal-hal yang gila, tiap hari, bahkan tiap jam</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#660000;">Just wondering what will happend tomorrow... i hope it would be more freaky..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#660000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#660000;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8521367-111656279827283884?l=khaelien.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>HerLinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10261807998138121711noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8521367.post-1114409376345180312005-04-25T13:00:00.000+07:002005-05-30T18:59:06.233+07:00<span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#993399;">Gue mulai memahami mengapa cinta dan hidup adalah dua hal yang berkaitan..</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">Saat ini, temen gue Ana, lagi merasa "Love Hurts" padahal sabtu malam kemarin baru aja dia wanti-wanti gue untuk tidak menyerah dan fight untuk cinta... hehhehe</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">Tadi pagi, Eghie, memutuskan tali cintanya yang baru berumur satu minggu, hanya karena alasan "ilfill" setelah ada status pacaran antara dia dan lelakinya..</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">Kemarin, ucha, sedang bahagia-bahagianya menikmati keelokan hasil buah cintanya..(sumpeh, anak elo lucu banget cha...)</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">Dan satu lagi, temen gue yang "ini", entah apa yang dia rasa setelah beberapa waktu ini dia dikopyok-kopyok ama cinta....</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">Well, bukan berarti kisah cinta gue lebih baik dari yang lain sih...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">Tapi, cinta memang bisa bikin hidup lebih hidup, dan cinta bisa bikin hidup jadi sekarat.. lalu mati..</span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8521367-111440937634518031?l=khaelien.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>HerLinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10261807998138121711noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8521367.post-1109680306297342702005-03-01T19:12:00.000+07:002005-03-01T19:31:46.300+07:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#996633;">Magnificent.... (yah.. gimana lah yang bener tulisannya..)</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#996633;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#996633;">How <strong>The Lord</strong> had made time, days, destiny... becoming this way..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#996633;">bener-bener semua gak bisa kita tentuin jalannya, endingnya.. atau memang those things would never end ?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#996633;">apa yang gue punya saat ini, gak bisa dibilang eternal.. nyata atau tidak..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#996633;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#996633;">capek.. pretending that i am fine, i am strong..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#996633;">sementara asa di hadapan gue udah bolong..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#996633;">berharap sama si "Bulan Gepeng" ????</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#996633;">hehehhe.. nope.. just be my friend... that's all i need right now...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#996633;"> </span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#996633;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#996633;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#996633;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#996633;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8521367-110968030629734270?l=khaelien.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>HerLinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10261807998138121711noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8521367.post-1107865826928846872005-02-08T19:13:00.000+07:002005-02-08T19:30:26.930+07:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">Yup... semuanya serba baru dihadapan gue..</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#006600;"></span> <br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">Temen baru, bos baru.. cerita baru..</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">Hati baru ??? hmmmm.. belum... belum terganti..</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">Everything's seems to be in its place right now, hopefully.. it will go the way i want it to be..</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#006600;"></span> <br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">dan berita terakhir, gue gak jadi dikirim ke banjarmasin..</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">cuma survey lokasi aja, plus belajar sistem coal trading</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">well.. baguslah, setidaknya ada yg lega dengar kabar itu .. hehhee</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#006600;"></span> <br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">G... dimanakah pasangan hatiku berada saat ini..</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">tolong cepat bawa dia kehadapanku...</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">aku ingin luapkan isi hati yang sudah mulai meruah...</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#006600;"></span> <br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#006600;"></span> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8521367-110786582692884687?l=khaelien.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>HerLinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10261807998138121711noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8521367.post-1106642428384767182005-01-25T16:23:00.000+07:002005-01-25T16:55:02.746+07:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#330099;">Sigh... sigh... sigh...</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#330099;"></span> <br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#330099;">Duh.. lega deh, akhirnya satu beban terlepas juga dari hati.. tinggal beresin yang lain..</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#330099;">It's just a game of confession, a fortune bet, nothing to lose anyway..</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#330099;">Although i didn't make it, i'd never lose my faith to discover the meaning of 'The Four Letters'..</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#330099;">Hahaha.. <em><strong>EUREKA</strong></em> !!!!!</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#330099;"></span> <br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#330099;"></span> <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8521367-110664242838476718?l=khaelien.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>HerLinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10261807998138121711noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8521367.post-1106217137738376132005-01-20T16:54:00.000+07:002005-01-25T13:49:02.976+07:00<strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;">"</span><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;">You say <span style="color:#990000;">little things mean so much to you, like walk in the park, when we talk till it's dark.. and those little things make me fall for you.."</span></span></em> <br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#990000;"></span></em></strong> <br /> <br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#990000;">Pagi ini.. gue menikmati saat-saat terakhir di kantor. Yup, moving.. moving.. moving. "HerLin, kamu diterima, dan nantinya kamu akan menangani AMDAL pertambangan kami... " duh duh.. could i ? harus bisa HerLin, kamu bisa.. and what i feel ? Lega dan kaget.. Awal yang bagus di tahun 2005..</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#990000;">(Eh, nggak ding, sebelum itu sudah ada surprise dari tupik dan bikin gue bengong sepanjang malam. hehee.. thanks ya pik, finally.. gue bisa tau gimana rasanya... <em>bla-bla-bla qui-sera-sera... )</em></span> <br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#990000;"></span></em> <br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#990000;">Setelah semalam batal dating, gue akhirnya nongkrong di coffee shop Margonda sama Ana. ya.. gue dan ana jalan lagi. Pertikaian yang pernah membuat ana sangat-sangat marah dan kecewa.. tapi dengan besar hati dia datang untuk menjalin lagi pertemanan kami.. i miss you Ana, too much.. i'm very glad to have you back..</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#990000;"></span> <br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#990000;">Dan balik lagi ke kantor yang akan gue tinggalkan, kurang lebih satu tahun gue disini, dengan segala macam perasaan, pengalaman, udah memberikan pelajaran berharga buat gue. At least, i've known the audio-video world, tau internet dan yang paling penting .. di sini gue bisa kenal sama tupik.. (yang akhirnya memberi gue gelar best friend... )</span> <br /> <br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#990000;">I feel my life's already completed, my friends, my job, my parents, my self.... hampir mendekati kata "cukup"</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#990000;">and all the awful feelings suddenly dismissed....</span> <br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#990000;">i used to say, "why do i always have to pay my little happiness with thousand tears ?" but now.. i convinced my self not to say those words again... cause the life that's been chosen for me.. is real good.. <span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#990000;">real fun.. real adventureus.. real funny.. it's my Life....</span></span> <br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#990000;"></span> <br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#990000;"></span> <br /><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#990000;"></span></em> <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8521367-110621713773837613?l=khaelien.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>HerLinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10261807998138121711noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8521367.post-1106139569389375432005-01-19T19:59:00.000+07:002005-01-20T16:17:04.760+07:00<a href="http://khaelien.blogspot.com/">From Up till Drowned</a> <br /> <br />Hari ini.. perasaan gue semua kumpul jadi satu.. seneng, sebel, plong, ngadat... huh.. <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8521367-110613956938937543?l=khaelien.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>HerLinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10261807998138121711noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8521367.post-1105357416085235162005-01-10T17:55:00.000+07:002005-01-10T18:43:36.086+07:00i am a little creature who wants to know how the world works.. <br />alone i come into the crowd, picking one or two hands to hold on.. <br />knowing them, learn from them, show them that i'm exist.. <br /> <br />some may lead my way to reach my star, and some others just left me crawling in the dark. <br />in every hello and goodbye, i find that even it's hard to get through.. still life is beautiful, the color of it could grant you happiness and tears.. <br /> <br />at the end, i might discover my self as a little creature who wants to know how the world works.. <br /> <br />"all by my self.. don't wanna be.. all by myself.. anymore " <br />i am just a people person <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8521367-110535741608523516?l=khaelien.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>HerLinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10261807998138121711noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8521367.post-1104231422298706962004-12-28T17:37:00.000+07:002004-12-28T18:15:46.820+07:00My friend, Tupik, said.. "Life is Beautiful"..<span style="font-family:georgia;"> though i knew that he through so many obstacles these days.. still he said so</span> <br />My friend, Baba, said.. "Friendship is Forever".. and he's been betrayed by some of his mates.. still he said so <br />My dear friend Eghi,said.."Men are suck".. but keeping on flirting somebody else's lover.. still she said so <br /> <br />Apapun bentuknya, gue harus belajar mensyukuri hidup dan semua komponen pembentuknya, sebelum jatah waktu gue habis. Who knows what's gonna happend in the next minutes of life ? <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8521367-110423142229870696?l=khaelien.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>HerLinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10261807998138121711noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8521367.post-1103870031841787692004-12-24T13:19:00.000+07:002004-12-27T15:40:56.233+07:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><em>1.. 2.. five cups of caffein flowing through my vein</em> <br />tak pernah terfikir, sangat terbelenggu pada satu senyawa yang bisa memacu silumen otak gue. mungkin bila manusia butuh <em>oxygen</em> untuk memacu kerja otak, gue hanya butuh <em>caffein</em>-sedikit <em>oxygen</em> dan sedikit faktor <em>x</em> <br />belenggu atau kecanduan ? <em>subtle difference</em>.. <br /></span> <br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">tiga hari ini, gue kehilangan teman untuk berbagi cerita <br /><em>i hope he could deal with his troubles, so i could get him back</em> <br />yah.. tiga hari saja udah begini, gimana nanti, <em>if he really goes 127 miles away</em>... <br /> <br /></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><em>don't do this to me again.. pliss <strong>G</strong>.. no more..</em> </span> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8521367-110387003184178769?l=khaelien.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>HerLinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10261807998138121711noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8521367.post-1103541292716735192004-12-20T18:04:00.000+07:002004-12-20T18:14:52.716+07:00Following where the wind blows.. nggak punya prinsip, nggak punya rencana, nggak punya pendirian.. ?? whateverrr.. that's what i'm doing now. <br />Tak perlu dibebankan oleh angan-angan yang harus terwujud <br />Tak perlu dibikin pusing oleh situasi yang rumit <br />biar semua mengalir sesuai arus, memposisikan diri pada tempatnya <br /> <br />Kadang gue percaya bahwa nasib tidak akan berubah, kalau kita tidak berusaha untuk itu <br />Tapi, gak ada salahnya membiarkan nasib menentukan jalan dan arah kita <br /> <br />i have my friends around, that's enough for now.. <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8521367-110354129271673519?l=khaelien.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>HerLinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10261807998138121711noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8521367.post-1103108886509172292004-12-15T17:55:00.000+07:002004-12-15T18:13:59.496+07:00Mencari dan terus mencari arti kata.. "tidak ada yang abadi" <br />kata hati ingin menyangkal, tetapi kenyataan berkata lain <br />teman, kasih sayang, cinta.. bahkan sahabat.. <br />hanya ungkapan dan curahan semu.. <br /> <br />akankah ada yang abadi ? <br />i'll keep on searching and figure it out.. <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8521367-110310888650917229?l=khaelien.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>HerLinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10261807998138121711noreply@blogger.com0